X LOVE IN MY LIFE!!!!

Arghh!!!

Seriously felt no hope with "LOVE"

this word...

Not in the family way, is the relationship way!!!

Everything!!! Everything that i do is like i didn't get anything

at the end.... I get nothing!!!

Disappointed with "LOVE"

Every partner's of mine give me back "HURT"

what i gave to them is like rubbish....

Heller? 

I'm just a normal person, normal girl with a feeling....

any way....

"I DON'T TRUST LOVE ANYMORE"!!!

I'm back =)

I didn't update my blog for 2months++ >.<

haha!!!

[ From my FB status : Actually~ hmm =/ ]

My status mean that I "actually" still love you darling :'(

I still like you,

that's why when you ask me who I like actually, 

I answered you I didn't like anyone for seriously....

Because I still like you :( 

But your heart love another person already,

and that person is... >.<

You love her so badly :(

It's okay, I wont blame you...

cause I knew that "love" this kind of things can't be force~

and I won't blame her too =) 

because she's the best friend of mine =)

~ I Love You Darling ~

For seriously, I'm really so happy that I had a Best Friend like her

cause I knew that you're really a nice friend to be =) 

M <3 M

Hope~

I really hope you will remain 

as who you are,

don't even think to try or curios about it,

and go to do it...

because if you had addicted with it, 

it is really hard to pull you up from the darkness 

or the road you had choose...

Just remain who you are is very good, 

cause you are nice and friendly =)

I really like to be your friend...

as your friend, I do care about you,

and really appreciated that you as my friend ...

so hope you won't change, 

keep remain who you are....

and I don't want that some 

certain things, that is not worth for us to fight and 

 will make our relationship as a friend been spoiled...

Never Mind~~ I'll pray for you my Dear Friend =)

<3

太看重感情的人就是这27种下场 =')

1、容易满足，更容易受伤

2、总有一种，被忽视的感觉

3、付出的远远超过得到的

4、很固执，不懂得放弃，

5、总是说着要离开，却一再为自己找不离开的理由

6、在别人面前笑得很开心，一个人的时候却很漠落

7、在陌生人面前很安静，在朋友面前胡闹

8.、不会想索要的太多的回报，只要一点点就可以让我死心塌地，可以很少，但一定要有

9、心情不好的时候，却喜欢听悲歌

10、坐在电脑前，不知道做什么，却又不想关掉它

11、觉得世界上每一个人都不可靠，但却还是那样地选择相信别人

12、偶尔会有种想消失的念头

13、不喜欢等待，却总是等待

14、经常不经意的发呆

15、总会把事情想得很长久

16、总是觉得没有人会把自己放在心里疼

17、心事放在心底，有一个自己的世界

18、习惯了沉默，在沉默中爆发

19、会怀疑，却总是要把人往好处想

20、不喜欢一个人逛街

21、一点点事就胡思乱想，

22、自己走路会很快

23、隐藏心事，喜欢一个人流泪

24、习惯冷战

25、喜欢角落、习惯蜷缩

26、莫名地孤单，无法抗拒的恐惧感

27、不爱说话或很爱说话

this all is me =)

its totally me!!! 

Our last sweet memories =)

我可以感觉到，

“他”以经开始慢慢的忘掉我了。。。

然后“他”也开始渐渐的爱上“她”了，

有时想回去我们之间的甜蜜时光，

还真让我心酸，哈哈！

这也是我自找的，活该〔graceWxy〕

～我在这里诚心诚意的 祝福“他”和“她”会每一天的开开心心的

在一起。。。

this is our last memory between him n me... =')

||

V

Is It True???

You had changed a lot...

I not heard what people said, its from my heart and feeling,

and as my F, please don't ever fake in front of me...

it does make me sad....

not sad!!! is Freaking sad & hurt :(

I'm so sad....

i don't know whether is true or not...

but i don't dare to ask you,

some n certain question,

cause i scared it will hurt you...

because we are bf before....

please!!!

as my F, please do tell me if you hate me, 

and tell me why...

and please do tell me if you 

heard or saw something that make you doubt or angry...

ask me clearly, but if after that,

you still don't trust me, its okay, cause that depends on you!!!

at least you got asked me before!!!

thats called TrueF...

haiz... sad :(

I really hope all of my friend will really tell me,

what kind of person i am,

am i really will make people to hate me?

(sorry for wrong grammar and sentence) 

I'm really disappointed....

i just knew, he with her couple,

but not ystrday start, i thought they started together after

1month, no! i'm wrong...

he couple with her after 15days we had broke up.

he say he LOVE me, i don't think so,

if he still love me, he will not have the feeling to couple with other girl,

not say i don't allowed, it was like after we broke up the 15days, 

and they together liao??? O.o

he had asked me before, if we really broke up,

he can chase me back or not,

i say i don't know...

i think that between us,

we still have the chances there, 

but now, there was no any chances,

i'm fully disappointed to him...

i have no any trust in FOREVER in this word anymore....

what u can say is,

what guy say, it wont be true at all.... 

but even though i feel disappointed to him, 

but  i will still kept my promise to him, 

as it say on my previous post....

still going to congratz you with her happy always.... =)